“You will look back even on this and reminisce.”
Hmm. Will it be painful?
“Be nice. Observe closely; it is but a memory. Smile.”
I try really hard, but I feel so… anxious.
“Being anxious is assuming you have some sort of a control.”
I feel scared.
How can I 'enjoy' when I am constantly thinking of the end?
Yeah! I just can’t. Am I supposed to feel the weight all the time?
“I have no prescriptions. Maybe, accept?”
And how am I supposed to be happy?
“That, I don’t know.”